You were a blessing, left that butterfly fluttering. Got all my hopes up and let me down;
360 degree spin.
In all the chaos there was calculation, watching you unfold like a house of cards.
Then new friendships born & new feelings grew, pushing myself out of my comfort zone.
Learning that time exposes what you mean to someone;
Living for last nights & early mornings.
Praying when i was angry, doubting my doubts. In lose I found peace; collected myself – breathed in the words of the Bible, attended three services in a row.
Every heartbreak brought me closer to you.
I keep creating, passions grew.
Lived light, spread the light, was being the light.
Now keeping vigilant watch over my heart, because thats where life starts.
2017 – new year – new feels – new chances – same dreams.